- Seeing children being ferried about in their yellow buses after school or by their mothers as if they were performers on a tight schedule made me ask what on earth it was all for?

Instead, we drive even elementary schoolchildren to their crammers, and they go to bed at 11 or 12 p.m. Parents in France or Germany send their children go to bed at 8 or 9 p.m. After school, children there spend the afternoon playing football or tennis. On vacation, they have fun playing with their parents and study to an extent they can cope with. They know the order of priorities in life, and are aware that they should not miss their youth.
Intellectual curiosity and healthy physical strength are the most important assets they nourish in childhood and youth. -

- Among the English Newspaper-

I know it is all right, and he says all good things. I also want to know the priorities of life as French and Germany, and I wish I could have youth nourishing intellectual curiosity and healthy phsical strenth. But I couldn't have as the others of my age. I hope I could raise my children like French or Germany, but I'm not sure.
Korea Society is like a mad runnig train. If one lose it once, he will lose it forever. No way to recover it.( Example : University name follow ones image after graduation such a long time)The writer living in France for 4years and 8monts and returning home recently should not compar our situation to France or Germany. How dare can Korea become France or Germany?

we aren't not French or Germany, which basic social welfar service are authorized to their people.
Peoples there do not need to worry about house, education and the lives of after retirement since nation
The basic reasons that korean live in such a hurry are mainly 3 of them, hosuing, education and lives in old age.House is so expensive that regular people can not buy a house with their monthly salary in capital city area.Having a house is understood as starting of a basic set up in Korean adults.

So, we are forced to save the money ( even in 70-80% of each salary) to buy a house.After buying house, average age of people reached around mid 30's or early40's.Child becomes the main theme of people's lives.In heavy competitive society like a Korea, we can let our children play alone.Even in school, teachers teach students considering all students get pre-lesson in their crammers.Thus child without pre lesson can not follow up scholl process or study at all.Education fee, also, is rising every year. After retirinig company whether it is by one's own mean or other forces,people worry about their future.Without monthly salary, how should we keep our lives?As far as I know, wetern country has a good national pension system, so they can get back in their old ages.No one believes korean national pension will protect our future lives.Although about 10% of salary amouont has been automatically paid, we think we are robbed, not wish to get back later.Above reason make korea people crazy in their lives amd education.Priority of life?Intellectual Curiosity?Hmm. they can not be raise from tough enviroment.

Nobel Prize

Last Night, I saw the news about Nobel prize winner. This year 5 japanese scientist got the prize in physics and chemistry. As a neighbor country, our journal seems to get shocks for it since we never get any prize ever since. Especially prize in sicence means a lot. Listetining to the news, I remember back of the times in labatory. Life scinence labatory, such a stubborn seniors, power game profesors, bad enviroment... It's so bad. If those circumstance has been changed, our prize will just remain as a dream.

Even 2 months ago, our nation was hit by a Olymphic mood, and we were very excited at the fact we linked higher than JAPAN. But let's see now. Sports is just a sports. what about science filed, which build the national future and development? what kind of status doctors get after returning to this country after long hard study abroad? No. that's why young smart students go to the medicine school, where they can get money easily and their social status seem to be more strong.

Wednesday

If one haven't seen my office, any one could imagine how silent my office is. Even no sound of breathe. Only 2 person this morning, Ed and I, are sitting across to the desk. We never made any sound, and no talking as well. When I drink a cup of a coffee, I try to make small sound as much as I can.. It's really sucks, and make me desperate... But what else? No way out except for being patient in this routine life. I just try to forget this reading other articles, surffing the internet website..

Writing is totally is different from wiritng world. I could read the article in newspaper or novel. but my wriitng skill is only primary school level, I think. I hope some one could correct my bad ebglihs diary..Hmmm.


This is Wedsnesday. I hope this week go past fast as it can be.

Morning

It's only Tuseday, but I felt so tired when I woke up in the morning. It's mostly due to the cloudy whether, I guess. Morning starts is same. After washing the face, I put my skin and lotion in my face. I like Kiel's milk lotion. It includes much water and not sticky after wearing it on me. while waiting for lotion absorbing through skin, I moved to the dress room and checked which clothes I wear today. It feels chilly this morning, thus I chose pink nit having half warm sleeves. Then going back to bedroom to finalize applying make-up and brushing my hair. Hesitating between tieding hair and releasing hair, I decided to realse it as it gets tangled. I put the bread in mini oven with 190c heating and prepare fresh fruits, melon and apple. Melon was pretty sweet and good more than we worried. I put yellow mustard source in one side of bread, put a slice of apple and white cheese, and apply honey on the other side and get together. It was very delicious. It includes salty ( cheese), sweet ( honey ) hot( mustard ), and all homemade organic one. Health wellbeing morning breakfast. Isn't it?

It is the first post, but I will use this site as my english diary writing place.
I've alywas wanted to wirte in English fluently as much as reading novels.
Reading the book' Daddy long legs', I realized that I should start wiriting sth in English right now.
As I wrote diary shortly but steadly in my childhood, I need to pratice writing for better writer.

I believe my writing skill was developed through crossing letter game. It was a playing for teenage girls, but finally it became good food for my writing skill and developing sensibillity.

Anyway only English will be used in this place.